i visited the university of virginia website, again, 2 years after i first posted about it, prior to unimaginable slavery at the hospital (in this blog post).
i've compared the results between the two, and it manifests how i see myself in the future (not so good i reckon). it made me realize how stoic i've become in terms of compassion (the hospital has drained almost every pinch left in my system).
more than ever, i need to make a decision in a couple of months as to which specialty to take, and stick to it until I DIE (yes, it's much like lawyering, or CPAing, or engineering, or architecting - you do it for the rest of your life, and you will be defined by other people with how well you perform your job).
as they say, time to burn all the ships.